Sunday, November 30, 2014,8:28 AM
I'm still waiting for u...
It has been some times I use this blog , and now due to stress reason . I will write my worries and frustration that I can't kept it anymore .
I can't believe that she has the intention or doesn't include me in her future. It was like the past are the past, words are empty with the meaning anymore. Or I could say, things she said are BS and rubbish.
Is heart breaking that she would think that way but it can't be help. Hey, I m not rich that can support her , even her mum start to doubt my capability . I agree that being a chef in the beginning has the worst pay , but my prospect are good too. Yes, I dun have a degree , but why does it matter so much .. I like to cook , I like people to be happy, but Becos of money , none are happy about it .
In the past she would be crazy about OUR future, talking about houses, getting a pet . Making love . But reality check came in . It might be just impossible with me . She won't talk about future anymore , maybe more on the present . I guess I just fail as a boyfriend . Easily jealous with HEr talking to her male friend ( buddy that heal her) , means a lot to her . Can sense that .
Is like happiness goes around with him and her . While reality goes with me .
The pasts was like a sweet dream , and now . Is the nightmare .
She say she dun wan to make love anymore , because she worry that we won't b together anymore , but lust keep controlling me well Becos I really do love her that much . But after a. Couple of days of rejection ,naturally the disappointment came in .
It has been on my mind like " what went wrong?" , till now I still dun understand . But I do know . On this 30/11 /14 .. I m changing Her from wifey to girl friend .. Too much disappointment is going on . I can't take the sadness any longer . So I will just take a step back , and see how it goes .
I love her deeply , but I m wondering . Will she do the same for me in he future ?
Saturday, September 3, 2011,2:51 PM
I'm still waiting for u...
I guess I dun hate you anymore . Just dun lie to me ever again . Thanks for your caring thoughts once agn :) (appreciate though)
I said "I be at your side when you need me" doesn't meant I have a crush on you -.- *GET THE FACT RIGHT! :D* is just meant we are good friends and if you ever get into troubles . I be there .
• A RANDOM THINGY : OMW TO WORK T_T•
Sunday, August 28, 2011,3:07 AM
I'm still waiting for u...
So what I did still could not reach to you ?? Is always abt him and not me huh . Very sianz you know that
Friday, July 29, 2011,5:16 PM
I'm still waiting for u...
Every now and then my mind is only fill with your smiles .
Every now and then I wish I could just talk to you and hope the day won't end so earlier
Every now and then I would think what are you doing now , will you thought of me too just like what I did ?
I would grab any free seconds of my life thinking of you and only you . - Isaac koh .
I m just good in these bull shyts XD
Saturday, July 9, 2011,8:23 AM
I'm still waiting for u...
Ehhh. Confirm or confuse . Fuck Sia -.- .
Not that I like her ... Just wan be at the side . Know ppl only for 2 months and you start to flirt . Such a bastard me ._. . Seriously , I should go jump . Know ppl well le than flirt hao Marh -.- . But , haiz ... I m not better than any guys . I dun hav money to spent on you . I dunno the roads of Singapore to date . Neither do I know where to eat really food to make you happy . Dun have good looks some more . How to please girl -.- seriously larh . I M A F GRADED BOYFRIEND :3 . O well . I only got sweet mouth . :3 see how get girl lorh
Tuesday, June 21, 2011,10:37 PM
I'm still waiting for u...
Dun like that leh , ppl will misunderstand de .
Thursday, June 16, 2011,2:41 PM
I'm still waiting for u...
I dun wish to fail in love . But seriously speaking , I dun think I will do a good job as bf . But I definitely be the best husband (HAHAHA) . Lets just see how it goes . Becos I got "that" feeling , making me not wanting to stop my pace to go for you .
PRIS AND JC TGH ?? WOW . wonder is it true or nt . But I m just being kpo :D BUT Hey , GRATZ THEM MEH ! *clap clap . GO JC !